Sunday, May 24, 2009

If You Forget Me by Pablo Neruda

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine

Thursday, May 14, 2009

I AM ALIVE!

So, in light of everyone telling me to update and me being quite bored, I shall start updating again to the best of my abilities :)

But, for now, all I have to say is.

A lot of first's have happened from my last post till now, whats next?

I can't wait to find out.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Leaving on a Jet Plane

Off for 4 awesome days of non-stop shopping and eating and tom yam. Bye!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Burnt to a Crisp

OUCH! Ahhh...My skin is literally burnt sia...I'm like red all over and the tan lines are just weird. Damm pain haha.

But other than fatigue, sore muscles, a couple of blisters and my face and arms looking like a burnt tomato, helping out at sports camp was DAMM FUN! HAHAHA!

Cool sia, from like 12-7 in the hot sun at the astroturf field(which is cool by the way) teaching freshies how to play flag football.

I was like wearing my shades the whole time and in my cool green jersey just teaching them how to throw the ball and the rules of the game. I took like 6 small groups by myself the whole time. Haha, hopefully some of the cute freshie girls or the cute GL's (there were quite a few) remember me.

OH! And I saw Cheryl's younger brother, Ian... I taught his group how to play, haha, I had no idea he was coming to NP.

Well, I got to play a sport I loved all day, met some cool people, had a lot of eye candy to check out and hopefully a lot of cca points, I'd say it was a great day.

But, on that note, I kinda wished I went for sports camp when I was a freshie, it looks fun sia. And can like make so many friends, haha...damm oh well.

I'm off to go put like moisturizer or aloe vera on my skin.

Ouch! Weird tan lines are just funny...

Thursday, March 12, 2009

A Permanant Holiday...

So, without a doubt, the holidays have been great.

I went to East Coast Park yesterday evening for a BBQ with the FFB peeps, ate some chicken wings and warmed up my throwing arm a lot. Haha, good to know I haven't forgotten how to throw even though I haven't been going for CCA for a damm long time. Should go catch up with Jason and play some catch soon. (Why is almost everyone I want to hang out with having stupid attachment...)

But wah, first time I took bus 30 from Bedok to Jurong sia...2 hr ride...leg and butt cramp and freaking got home at 2am. Haha.

So, today, woke up, went to the gym, made my own lunch(which was awesome), then grabbed a book, my ipod, my shades, board shorts and just went to the country club and just sat on a lounge chair for the whole day. It was almost perfect, relaxing alone with a book and music. Just needs like a nice alcoholic drink, like a margarita or something.

Life is good on full holiday mode! Don't end please, dear holidays! Speaking of which, if I were to ever retire somewhere, it would be a place like Hawaii or Tahiti...

I wanna go to Tahiti....

Monday, March 9, 2009

Dreams - Van Halen

World turns black and white
Pictures in an empty room
Your love starts fallin' down
Better change your tune
Yeah, you reach for the golden ring
Reach for the sky
Baby, just spread your wings

We'll get higher and higher
Straight up we'll climb
We'll get higher and higher
Leave it all behind

Run, run, run away
Like a train runnin' off the track
Got the truth bein' left behind
Falls between the cracks
Standin' on broken dreams
Never losin' sight, ah
Well just spread your wings

We'll get higher and higher
Straight up we'll climb
We'll get higher and higher
Leave it all behind

So baby dry your eyes
Save all the tears you've cried
Oh, that's what dreams are made of
'Cause we belong in a world that must be strong
Oh, that's what dreams are made of

Yeah, we'll get higher and higher
Straight up we'll climb
Higher and higher
Leave it all behind
Oh, we'll get higher and higher
Who knows what we'll find?

So baby dry your eyes
Save all the tears you've cried
Oh, that's what dreams are made of
Oh baby, we belong in a world that must be strong
Oh, that's what dreams are made of

And in the end on dreams we will depend
'Cause that's what love is made of

This song just makes me feel so happy sometimes, giving hope and inspiration that dreams do come true. I love it and I love the intro too. So awesome, Van Halen baby! But anyway, I first heard this song like 10 years ago at the end of the Power Rangers Movie and loved it and even now I love it. These old rock songs have a way of just making you want to jump up and down and realize that life is great and there are many things to be happy for, especially this song!

Live and Love your Dreams...

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Its Raining Cats and Dogs...

So, I caught Marley & Me in the afternoon with YC, great show if your a dog person or a dog lover. Lots of funny bits and a really sad ending...(I was fighting to hold back the tears)...only because that one scene brought me back to when my own dog was going through the same thing...

Anyway, then met MJ at Al-Azar for dinner, wah the butter chicken there is the sex. Seriously...haha, then chionged 3 straight hours of pool and got caught in the rain on the way home.

It's raining Cats and Dogs right now(I wish it were literal cause I really want a dog right now)and its the perfect weather to SLEEP. So, I'm off to dreamland and I have this feeling I'll dream about dogs. Bye!


A dog doesn't care if you're rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull. Give him your heart and he will give you his.
- John Grogan